I'm so sad T^T
So very very sad...
I'm the type that has a body that normally does not show difference when I gain weight, however it also means it's really hard for me to lose weight and inches.
I know that all the girls in magazines and stuff are photo-shopped and retouched, and that a girl's skinny body is overrated in the media today in the 21st century. However, currently I'm really unhappy with the state of my body... not because I'm out of shape- but because I've gone out of shape because I'm unhealthy.
3 months ago, when I filmed this...
My height is 5'4 and these were my 3 "W" numbers:
Wrist: 14 centimeters
Waist: 22 inches
Weight: 43 kilograms
However, right now I have my exams (3 more days to go until this torture is over! I'm going home on the 29th~) and I major stress issues.
I eat when I am stressed.
I. Eat. A. Lot.
As in, I will go on junkfood picnics at the Castle with my friend, pig out on ice cream, finish whole 14' pizzas... etc, etc... this type of stuff:
|From the best wood grilled Italian pizza place in town|
|Having a "picnic"...|
|at the Castle...|
|with the other girls in our dorm, while reading BNW...|
Now, these are my 3 "W" numbers (I haven't gained a single cm in height XP):
Wrist: ~14.5 centimeters
Waist: 24.5 inches
Weight: 46 kilograms
My goal is to regain my original body structure, or convert my current "fat" into "muscle" through exercise and eating more healthily. I also want to hopefully regain the two lines over my stomach where I used to have the "ab muscles" at, while I never had abs, I had always had the outlines for them and I want them to be defined once again.
I will be starting will boiling some traditional Cantonese-style soup tonight... and having rice with that along with some steamed veggies...
|Do you know what it is? Guess guess guess~ <3|
- but now that the concert is over, I'll be focusing on my hoola hoops at home to hopefully slim down my waist and maybe start swimming in our pool now that its a bit warmer... depending on if I can get anyone to go with me, paintballing seems good too...
I'll also stop my consummation of junk food (apart from instant noodles which are vital to my exam period ><) and fizzy drinks (I'll be swapping my cola for some Pei Pa Koa) and stop taking antibiotics for my foot- which this happened to:
|I stepped on a drawing pin... but... |
it looks more like someone shot me with a gun ><
Wish me luck everybody!